I am an animal lover, zookeeper, Jeep girl, warrior woman, computer geek, animal (and human!) rights advocate, piano player (not musician ~ musicians get paid), a bit scatter-brained, confrontational, aggressive, compassionate and fearless.
I don't completely trust anyone with everything. My loyalty goes as far as taking care of what has been entrusted to me to take care of, and those who are loyal to me. I will always do my best to be dependable and trustworthy. I will do anything to make sure that me and mine have the necessities in life. I tend to try to never depend on other people if I can help it. This is the only way I can ensure things get taken care of no matter what.
I treat people how I wish to be treated, however, I have no problems striking back. I also have no problems doing to someone what someone has done to me and I will never feel guilty for that. I will always stand up for myself and I will never allow my good name to be dragged through the mud - so be careful in how you treat me, lest you want to be treated the same way.
I have no problems saying what I think. So, if you don't want to know - then it is best not to ask me. Those closest to me know this and this is why there are just certain subjects that are never broached between us.
Emotions tend to be a hazard that in most cases I'd just rather do without. My suggestion is to fear me most when I am calm, cool and calculated. My mind is generally made up by that point and there is nothing you can do to change it. You've been warned.
I don't completely trust anyone with everything. My loyalty goes as far as taking care of what has been entrusted to me to take care of, and those who are loyal to me. I will always do my best to be dependable and trustworthy. I will do anything to make sure that me and mine have the necessities in life. I tend to try to never depend on other people if I can help it. This is the only way I can ensure things get taken care of no matter what.
I treat people how I wish to be treated, however, I have no problems striking back. I also have no problems doing to someone what someone has done to me and I will never feel guilty for that. I will always stand up for myself and I will never allow my good name to be dragged through the mud - so be careful in how you treat me, lest you want to be treated the same way.
I have no problems saying what I think. So, if you don't want to know - then it is best not to ask me. Those closest to me know this and this is why there are just certain subjects that are never broached between us.
Emotions tend to be a hazard that in most cases I'd just rather do without. My suggestion is to fear me most when I am calm, cool and calculated. My mind is generally made up by that point and there is nothing you can do to change it. You've been warned.
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out with the old…
This morning I canceled the hosting on my Tori website. It will be up for one more month (because I’m paid up through then) but after that it will be gone. I had to be realistic with myself that between school and family and everything else going on, I am left with neither the time nor the desire to work on it anymore. I thought at the beginning of the year that I was just tired from being sick for over a month or that it was just too crazy with the holidays and everything and that the creative bug would hit me again in terms of Tori, but I’m just not interested enough anymore.
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I have nothing to say about Whitney Houston’s death except that I feel badly for her family, and especially her daughter. The bottom line is that losing someone you love hurts. It doesn’t really matter how or why…
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The infection makes its way on neural pathways - the human, unsuspecting. These humans then proceed to infect and debilitate a person who is beginning to make positive changes in their life because the infector cannot bare those who choose to create with life, those who are striving to pull themselves out of denigration - out of victimization. So they attack. They spew accusations or catchy rhetoric to the unaware. Beware. They can begin to put you on the defense and that which is true. The ‘he said ’ or ‘she said ’ of it all is a trap. A trap of smoke and mirrors. Where have I been? The mind‘s diminishing wisdom submits to discrediting truth or discrediting those I should trust. Why do I want to interrogate those I trust? When I ask myself this I know the infection has begun.
— Tori Amos -
some people are truly insane…
I’m not sure what makes me such a convenient scapegoat for people who don’t want to take any real responsibility for their own lives. I am always told that I cut people off too easily, that I end things too abruptly, that I don’t try hard enough to mend fences, so I figured I’d try to be civil, be nice, whatever… not because I want these people back in my life (I don’t) but because I realized that it never hurts to be nice. Unfortunately, being nice doesn’t guarantee a positive outcome, which is probably why I had abandoned the practice in the first place. If some people want to believe that I’m some vindictive, evil monster there isn’t much I can do about it. What an inflated ego it must take to believe that I have nothing better to do with my life than plot against them… I don’t owe anyone an apology for their skewed perception of reality. Keep your crazy to yourself.
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I would prostitute myself for this perfume... →
… seriously. It’s only ever available in limited quantities for a limited time. *buys 7 bottles*
My precious…
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LOL
“I’m not saying I hate you but if you were on fire and I had a glass of water, I’d drink it.” ~ Unknown
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home improvements…
The master bathroom floor in our 3rd floor apartment has a dip in it. It’s been that way since we moved in, and while it’s not that noticeable, it did concern me when I first sat down on that toilet and *it moved*. Toilets are supposed to be stationary… anyway, so they finally send in a contractor to look at the floor after the toilet floods for the 5th time in 2 months (gee, I wonder how the floor got damaged? Hmm…) - the guy comes in, has a look and says that it definitely needs to be fixed, asap. He says “How’s Monday for ya?” and I said ‘Monday’s great’, and then he looks back at the toilet and then back to me and says “Cool. I don’t think you’ll fall through the floor by Monday.” o_O He wasn’t joking, either… so our two bathroom apartment just became a one bathroom, at least until after Monday.
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Do you have a dream? Don’t be afraid to DREAM BIG. No one ever made a difference wishing things were better. Make them better, for you and those around you. SPREAD L ♥ V E.
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Really? →
Can I just say to the Crocs design team, the phrase ‘flip-flop’… I do not think it means what you think it means!
For those too lazy to click the link, they are flip-flops with a “suede and fur-lined footbed”, making it so you can “easily stand out in the crowd.” And you will… as a moron. BEACH WEAR SHOULD NEVER BE FUR-LINED!!!
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